I’ve felt like a bad person since I was seven years old
feeling like i’m constantly too much and too little at the same time is so exhausting
(via nothingbutloveforyou)
I don’t want to hurt people with my death
Instead I hurt myself with my existence
(via agonisingpain)
I wish I had words to express the feelings I feel without threatening suicide. I wish I could fully explain exactly what I feel. I wish I could say something other than life is meaningless and I want to kill myself.
I’m not a good person
Ask anyone who has ever tried to love me
I never could do it quite right
I never thought of anyone at all
I was never capable of love
I was never a good person to love at all
Everyone is preparing me for the day I get better.
No one is preparing me for when it’s not.
“You weren’t ready to love, and I wasn’t ready to be hurt.”— lipstaen
